I was in the middle of my uncertainty discharge from the supposed simple weekend plan which practically did not end that way. Deep down inside me was deep intoxication of the usual dealings I had and truly I have been looking for clarity which in me have doubts they may have existed at all – troubled yes.. Been told that I have been looking around in wrong places, undefined time, and been dealing with fear of meeting the perfect conception who can tame my being – possibly.
As I rescue my fear, I sought to a sweet escape and un-welcomed disturbance in the form of hiding my confusion and conditioning my grimy psyche that everything is normal and emerge stable in the eyes of many – good player!!!
But who can truly define happiness? How is the said state achieve? Isn’t it convincing oneself that he is happy? Isn’t it going away and staying away with our fears? Isn’t happiness a period of time at certain point? Again troubled….
EMPTINESS
My perception of existence is practically to come in rescue to those who are in trouble. But on second thoughts, I wonder how will a helpless being be in rescue to another being who is in trouble? Will someone in dilemma be able to lend a hand to another being of the same condition? Hmmmmm , makes me more confuse!!!
